Alex
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Join date : 2017-01-09
Age : 31
Location : Gats, QC, Canada
 | | Subject: Alyss's Journal Wed Jan 11, 2017 5:02 am | |
| Entry #1
Mood: Semi-stoic, hued by mitigated anticipation
Key events: Accepted at Beata Academy
So today's day 1, so to speak... it's the start of something, that's for sure. You can look at it as "the first day since my acceptance at Beata" or "the first day of my keeping a diary/journal/thing". Apparently it's recommended for students to do this kind of shit, which is good. Good, but only because I don't do the "talking to myself" thing if I can help it, and now I have an excuse to at least write my thoughts out loud. It's something, right?
But yeah, Beata. I mean, it's a break from the family... not that I've been seeing them all that much or anything lately - barely drop by the house four to six times a month. But at least this time it won't end with them sending my phone memory into oblivion with incessant voice-mails wondering how I'm doing. In case someone's peeking into this thing; I want to clear up right now that I'm not a neglectful or thankless child or anything. I just like my space, can't pick up a phone for fuck-all, and can't believe they don't try other methods of reaching me by now. Texting exists for a reason, after all, and I know for a fact that at least mom has a cell. Dad probably does too, I mean, how does he keep all his business meetings organized otherwise? Moving on...
So far I'm pretty neutral about the whole thing. Mind you, I don't really know what to expect besides the kind of crap you see in brochures, and you can't trust that 'cause it's the school trying to sell itself, right? If I did though, I have to admit it looks like fun. I'll approach things with a mitigated sense of expectation though, just to stay on the safe side. If my track record is anything to go by; "liking school" is not really one of my "things". Could be cool though, if it's all true. "IF" is the operative word here.
For the record; I like introspection, but writing into this thing is actually kind of a bitch. Who uses pen and paper anymore? I might copy this on a word document or something and keep an online journal instead. Might use this for like, doodling and stuff... maybe. I'll see when I get there.
So what did we learn today? Well, besides "fuck foresight"? Not much, really. I'll do another page of this in a week or so, see if I stick to paper or make the move to my laptop. | |
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