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 | | Subject: monster's don't live under your bed, they live in your head. Sat Mar 23, 2013 11:58 am | |
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Lilac
Admin
Posts : 695
Beata Bucks : 11278
Join date : 2013-01-07
Age : 1008
| | Subject: Re: monster's don't live under your bed, they live in your head. Sat Mar 23, 2013 12:36 pm | |
| Dear Journal,
So much has changed since I bought you. For one, I moved to Montana, to some rubbish school. The people are sweet and all, but somehow I feel like I don't belong. I try not to let it show you see, and I've even successfully made a few friends, but the struggle is hard and I don't feel like me.
It's gotten bad again journal, my issue. I think it may be nerves but I can't do anything to change this feeling. Dinner and lunch is a constant struggle, the looks people give me are strange; but see Journal, I can't help it. I wan't to be like the other kids in this way, but it's hard to change... I just don't feel beautiful. If only I had someone who understood, so then maybe I could stop it again.
In other news, I got the flu last week, but thanks to Jason I'm feel better.
Oh, and I also made a new friend. His name is Oliver and I met him in the strangest way. We met in the horse stable to get away from the thunderstorm. I know what you may be thinking journal, but our relationship ends at friendship. I've only met him twice, even then calling him a good friend might be a far stretch, but he seems like the only one I can talk to here. Other than you journal, don't get jealous. I don't feel like I can tell him- much less anyone- about the issue. I've only just met a friend, might as well not scare him off just yet.
I'll write you later, I have rubbish homework to write and pictures to take.
Stay classy my friend.
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