Okay, this is probably really overdue, so here goes:

I honestly feel like I owe all of you guys a huge apology. I've done far more than my fair share of bitching, whining, being a dick, being mopey, and more. I regret all of the complaining I've done, how much of an arsehole I've been to people who have tried to help me, all of that. Not going to start naming specific things here since I don't think that's especially necessary, but I will happily start adding stuff if you guys really want for whatever the reason may be. So I just wanted to say sorry for all of that, and ask all of you guys for one more chance. I still don't know for sure what did it but early today I really ended up out of the rut I was in, and now I really, really do want to change for the better, not to mention I owe it to you guys for everything. I understand if you guys don't want to give me another chance after how many times this little song and dance has happened, or if you don't think I'm going to change or try to change, but I would appreciate it an absolute ton if you guys would. I promise I won't let you guys down again.